fuck this shit, fuck this shit, fuck this shit. Im writing in this after a million years of not writing in this, and all i want to say is fuck this shit. I am living alone again after a 7 year lapse of sanity. There were few good times lots of bad times, and just a lot of hanging out letting life pass me by. Its such a fucking mess, but i am okay with that... because its my life and im going to make the most of it from this point out. I need a vacation. I am drinking alone, I re-read posts from this thing when I lived alone-- drinking alone, and wow. Its like being 24 all over again. Dating in your 30s is really fucking weird. I do belive in unicorns and say things like fantastical, romantical, and talk a lot about dinosaurs. fantastical. Im whimsical.